So why don't you pretend?

Đôi khi tự hỏi.. sức chịu đựng của một người là như thế nào nhỉ?!

Có những người.. có những điều.. giấu kín trong lòng qua tháng... qua năm... những nỗi đau... những vết thương... cứ oằn mình chịu đựng một mình... miệng thì luôn cười thật tươi...

Đã gặp và biết bao nhiêu người lúc nào cũng thật vui vẻ, thật tự tin để rồi đôi khi chạm vào được sâu trong suy nghĩ của họ.. hay đôi khi chỉ là một thoáng vô tình... nhận ra người ta nhạy cảm biết bao nhiêu.. nhận ra những nỗi đau, những nỗi buồn mà họ luôn giấu kín... giấu kín trong những nụ cười .. giấu kín trong những câu chuyện hài hước dí dỏm...

Đã bao giờ bạn biết một người bạn bố say xỉn suốt ngày về chửi mắng vợ con? người mẹ một mình tần tảo đi làm nuôi chồng nuôi con... nuốt trôi những nỗi buồn, nén những tiếng thở dài... cả hai mẹ con lúc nào cũng vui vẻ như cuộc đời vẫn vui như thế... và đã bao giờ bạn rơi nước mắt khi đọc mẩu giấy nhỏ viết nguệch ngoạc.. "tao bị lao, đang nằm viện, mày đừng nói cho ai biết nhé".... Người bạn nhỏ của tôi.. lúc nào cũng vui tươi.. lúc nào cũng quan tâm, lo lắng cho mọi người... chỉ có riêng mình..."đừng cho ai biết nhé"...

Đã bao giờ bạn biết một người bạn mất cha từ nhỏ... mẹ tần tảo nuôi con khôn lớn.. mẹ và con chẳng ai bảo ai.. sống... dựa vào nhau... giúp đỡ nhau... giờ mỗi người con đều đang trưởng thành.. bạn có thấy trong lòng gợn một niềm vui, một niềm hạnh phúc.. khi đọc những dòng viết về những thành công người bạn nhỏ đang đạt được? Bạn có thoáng nụ cười ấm áp khi biết bạn mình đang lớn lên từng ngày.. trưởng thành... vững chãi... thành công... và luôn luôn vui cười..

Đã bao giờ bạn biết một người bạn.... người yêu đã ra đi mãi mãi.. trong một ngày 2 người giận nhau... chẳng kịp một câu xin lỗi... chẳng dám nói cùng ai... đau buốt lòng mỗi khi đến nhà người đã ra đi... thổn thức trong những cơn mơ... vậy mà vẫn luôn cười vui và hồn nhiên vô tư .... nếu như bạn không tình cờ biết chuyện qua 1 lần người bạn say xỉn....

Đã bao giờ bạn biết một người bạn... từ Hà Nội trở về Sài Gòn đêm 30 Tết sau 3 tháng làm việc xa nhà... sáng mùng 1 nghe người yêu nói lời chia tay??... mùng 6 Tết gặp lại ở Hà Nội.. vẫn cười... vẫn đùa... vẫn nhí nhố...

Những người bạn nhỏ của tôi.. có đôi khi tôi vô tâm đến lạnh lùng... đứng thật xa nhìn theo những nụ cười trong trẻo... đứng thật xa nhìn vào những thành công của họ... để mỉm cười, để rớt nước mắt.. với những gì họ đã trải qua.. và đã làm được...

Và bạn có bao giờ biết một người bạn... luôn luôn vô tâm... luôn luôn cười.. luôn luôn chọc ghẹo... nhưng giấu biết bao nhiêu điều trong lòng... để những lúc như lúc này.. đọc những câu chuyện của người dưng.. và khóc... chẳng biết khóc cho ai?!

Đôi khi thấy mình bé nhỏ.. và vô dụng...

Đôi khi thấy mơ ước.. hi vọng vụt qua tầm tay..

Đã bao giờ bạn mơ ước cho tương lai? Nhiều rồi chứ nhỉ... và đã bao giờ bạn không còn mơ ước?..

Đã bao giờ bạn hứa... và đã bao giờ bạn thất hứa?
Đã bao giờ bạn hi vọng? và thất vọng?

Ước mơ là gì khi mà một ước mơ nhỏ nhoi thôi...cho một sự chờ đợi .. tan biến chỉ trong 1 phút... nhẹ nhàng... đến hụt hẫng.....

Lời hứa là gì khi hàng ngàn lời hứa trở thành 1 lời nói suông.. chỉ trong 1 phút... nhẹ nhàng.. đến hụt hẫng...

Hi vọng là gì khi bao nhiêu hi vọng trở thành thất vọng... chỉ trong 1 phút... nhẹ nhàng.. đến hụt hẫng...

Không 1 lời giải thích... không một câu nói dù là phũ phàng... chỉ đột ngột bạn nhận ra tất cả đã tan biến... như là tỉnh 1 giấc mơ... bạn biết bạn bị quên lãng... hụt hẫng hệt như 1 giấc mơ đẹp.. khi bạn tỉnh giấc mà chưa đến được đoạn kết.... không thể níu kéo.. không thể tạo lại .... không thể ú ớ dù 1 cái tên.... không thể nhớ dù 1 khuôn mặt... không thể tâm sự.. không thể buồn... không thể khóc... không thể cáu gắt... không thể mong chờ 1 kết thúc.. Tất cả cứ âm thầm, lặng lẽ.. tan biến.. đau nhói... nhưng nhạt nhòa... vì chỉ là một giấc mơ..

Có những nỗi buồn không thể buồn.. có những điều thất vọng đến hụt hẫng.... có những giọt nước mắt nuốt vào tận trong tim.. có những tiếng thở dài không thành tiếng... và có những tiếng cười nghẹn đắng ...

Và đã bao giờ bạn muốn hét?! hét và khóc .. òa lên.. nức nở....

Pretend of Nat King Cole

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Top Ten MMORPG Games

1) Entropia Universe

“A real cash economy. What more could you ask for to keep the weenies out! After over 2 years playing hard EU still rocks the competition. Other games seem pointless when a RCE allows you to actually gain real life value for your gaming.”

“Entropia is not a game where you will max your skills in a few months. After two years of playing I am still just high lower level noob. But the game is structured to grow for the next 30 years at least. Ground floor baby!”

“Hi There,

I have been involved with Entropia Universe as an independent participant for just over 6 months now. With a firm understanding of MMOs since before the initial days of UO along with a strong economic and mathematical background;

I can assure you the EU platform is not a scam. RL money an be made if you are willing to invest the time & effort into it along with some of your own money along the way.

Keep in mind, this is no quick and easy money making thing. It requires time, patience and experience which you will gain along the way.

It is not easy to start out in, though there are many opportunities. The decisions you make will lead you to good or not so good outcomes.

I would recommend this to anyone who can see the bigger picture in things and are not limited to the square they live in when it comes to thinking things out.

GL hope to see you in EU”

2) World of Warcraft

“This game lacks the overall story offered by FFXI but finishes on top by having far better gameplay and combat variety, many games lack this, combat is what you will be doing for 90% of you time on any lvl based game. WoW also does not offer one way to lvl up as it is the case with most of the MMORPS out there.”

“This game is the best game you will ever see in your entire life!”

“the obvious choice”

3) Final Fantasy XI

“Final Fantasy XI is THE MMORPG to play these days, it’s simply the best. It’s gameplay and design are superior to the competition and FFXI also has a very deep story, something the other games are lacking. Blizzard needs to take a page out of Square’s book and learn how to make a real MMORPG.”

“After four years, FFXI is still the best MMORPG out. Amazing stories, crazy and memorable npcs, realistic graphics, colors and breathtaking locales- this game has it all.”

“Final Fantasy XI is not a game that caters to those seeking instant gratification.

The game requires a lot of hard work and dedication to achieve most goals, but the feeling of intense personal satisfaction after achieving what you previously though unachievable is matched in no other game.

Play this if you’re looking for a challenging, in depth and rewarding experience, you won’t be disappointed.”

4) Runescape

“I am an avid player of runescape.

While I agree with most, that the graphics are poor, I believe they are ignoring that they are highly sophisticated for their requirements (64 Mb RAM 300MHz).

Beyond that, macro problems have become the main thing that turns people off of Runescape, taking profit away from honest players; however Jagex continues to improve their anti-bot software, and the reports have banned a vast majority of botters (which make the only bot market in the 3rd world).

The game, with 23 skills, adds something that I think is missing from many other MMORPGs; a non-warrior class. You can successfully become a miner and smither; you can mix powerful potions that give great benefits; you can cut down the wood needed for your bows, and build a home that rivals castles (with dungeons that can hoast dozens of creatures!).

The economy is vastly diverse, and is easily a microcasim of real world economics today. (which I am greatly familiar with being a merchant of Obsidian Weaponry and Armoured Capes). Items drop in price as they are new, are dictated in price more by their supply (difficulty to obtain) and demand (the use of the item).

However, the best thing of the game is the consistant updates. Each week or two they add new content to the game. To give a flavour of what they have added just this month:
- Revamped skill sound system
- A new high-level dungeon was added. The large multi-leveled dungeon added 6 new (very) high leveled creatures
- Many barbaric additions to skills (fishing with your hands, lighting fires with bows rather than tinderboxes, new potion mixes, a one handed Hasta (spear).
- Revamped graphics of foul (many varities of birds)
- A slew of smaller suggested updates

Once you get past the slow repetitive low levels, with very little to do, you start opening up hundreds of new items/abilities. RS is definatly worth playing if you like games that are more than just hack and slash.”

“best thing is it runs in a browser and its free”

“Runescape is awesome! You can do quests, train levels, talk to other players. Not so great graphics though. It’s really fun! Try it.”

5) Dream Of Mirror Online

“DOMO is magically delicious.
Who doesn’t love being able to win a bet involving "when pigs fly"?”

Toasty

“DOMO is an awesome game! The graphics look great, the gameplay is fun, the community is wonderful, and the GM team is amazing. There are frequent content updates and daily events to keep things entertaining. Best part is, it’s free!”

andosky

“The company and its employees, Game Masters and Moderators, actually interact with their players, rather than hide and do background work. Problems are quickly solved, and issues, such as bugs, glitches, and hackers, are reported and fixed.

Gameplay is relaxing, it’s not a constant grind like any other online game. Many quests await you as you log into the game.

It’s community and relationship-based, so find your friends, lovers, and family, and bring them into the Mirror World!”

naikaze

6) Guild Wars

“Guild wars is a free mmorpg and it is fun, competitive and has brilliant graphics.
Buy this game!”

“erm... ITS MUCH BETTER THAN CRAPPY RUNESCAPE!”

ermFTW

“Not all grinding like other mmorpgs”

Ev662

7) Maplestory

“This game rocks, you will love it. It is a game that will make you feel happy relax, and just plain have fun”

“best free mmorpg out there! addicting. dont get fooled by the childish graphics. its very in-depth game and hard core leveling system”

“I quited Maplestory a long time ago because my account was hacked.Level 60 bandit and 53 cleric.All hacked.Maplestory,well,a good game,but ruined by hackers.If you see any hackers while playing Maplestory,report them.”

fuzone

8) Lineage 2

“Lineage 2 will never die, a lot of people say it is, I started playing this game bout 2 years ago and I just can’t seem to stop <3 class="closeq">”

“I thought Lineage 2 Was really fun but Rune Scape sucks and so does Maple story I played them all but I never played an MMO as long as Lineage 2”

“One of the best games ever... ;)”

9) EVE Online

“Never played but I have read soo much about going to get trial right now!”

“I have been playing EvE Online for 6 months now, and it has become the only, and possibly the last game MMORPG, I will play. It’s that immersive. In that time, I have earned the skill to proficiently experience maybe 25 of the game and 15 of the universe, New Eden. It’s huge. If you are impatient and require instant gratification this game is not for you. EvE requires skill planning and treating your characters like real career pilots; from industrial business-types, care bear role-players, political hacks, corporate thieves, and cold-killers, to scientist-engineers and prospectors, EvE has them all and a niche for everyone with the gumption to be aware of there surroundings at all times. You are never safe unless you are docked and logged off.”

“EVE Online is not a childish game. Playing this MMORPG Space Game will show you the true meaning of gaming, and you will learn the key elements of strategy, along with many other things. A very complex game, you learn something new every day. I suggest playing the game only if you are ages 15, because otherwise it might be a tad hard.”

10) Silkroad Online

“this is better than WOW. kids cant get to the lvl cap in a month....”

“Its an awesome free game.
My favorite of all free games.
Nice grafic, character details und the skills are nice animated!

TOP!”

“its a very nice game... good character details... awesome skills and combo’s... too bad for the bots, hackers and the lack of interest the gm show... anyway... nice game though :D”

Source and rate by: the-top-tens.com

Kaspersky Rescue Disk 2009 8.0.0.454

Kaspersky Rescue Disk 2009 8.0.0.454 | 30 Aug 2008 | Size: 94.4 MB

A safe way to remove viruses from a computer without the risk of getting infected.


Features:


Boot from the Kaspersky Rescue Disk to scan and remove threats from an infected computer without the risk of infecting other files or computers.

Burn this ISO image to a CD, insert it into the infected system's CD-ROM drive, enter the PC's BIOS, set it to boot from the CD and reboot the computer.

This lists the Gentoo-specific options, along with a few options that are built-in to the kernel, but that have been proven very useful to our users.

Also, all options that start with "do" have a "no" inverse, that does the opposite. For example, "doscsi" enables SCSI support in the initial ramdisk boot, while "noscsi" disables it.

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Exhibitor Relations's Top 25 Movies of 2007

Rank	Title (Distributor)	Gross earnings
Top 25 Movies of 2007
1.	Spider-Man 3 (Sony)	$336,530,303
2.	Shrek the Third (Paramount/Dreamworks)	321,012,359
3.	Transformers (Paramount/Dreamworks)	319,071,806
4.	Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End (Walt Disney)	309,420,425
5.	Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (Warner Bros.)	292,004,738
6.	The Bourne Ultimatum (Universal)	227,471,070
7.	300 (Warner Bros.)	210,614,939
8.	Ratatouille (Walt Disney)	206,445,654
9.	I Am Legend (Warner Bros.)	206,129,574
10.	The Simpsons Movie (Fox)	183,135,014
11.	Wild Hogs (Buena Vista)	168,273,550
12.	Alvin and the Chipmunks (Fox)	153,632,443
13.	Knocked Up (Universal)	148,761,765
14.	National Treasure: Book of Secrets (Walt Disney)	142,943,238
15.	Rush Hour 3 (New Line)	140,125,968
16.	Live Free or Die Hard (Fox)	134,529,403
17.	Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer (Fox)	131,921,738
18.	American Gangster (Universal)	129,150,735
19.	Bee Movie (Paramount/Dreamworks)	124,518,342
20.	Superbad (Sony)	121,463,226
21.	I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry (Universal)	119,725,280
22.	Hairspray (New Line)	118,871,849
23.	Blades of Glory (Paramount/Dreamworks)	118,245,842
24.	Ocean's Thirteen (Warner Bros.)	117,154,724
25.	Ghost Rider (Sony)	115,802,596

Source: Exhibitor Relations Co. Inc.

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Pretend - Nat King Cole

Pretend
Artist: Nat King Cole
Lyrics:

Pretend you're happy when you're blue
It isn't very hard to do
And you'll find happiness without an end
Whenever you pretend

Remember anyone can dream
And nothing 's bad as it may seem
The little things you haven't got
Could be a lot if you pretend

You'll find a love you can share
One you can call all your own
Just close your eyes, she'll be there
You'll never be alone

And if you sing this melody
You'll be pretending just like me
The world is mine, it can be yours, my friend
So why don't you pretend?

And if you sing this melody
You'll be pretending just like me
The world is mine, it can be yours, my friend
So why don't you pretend?